ast now: and he said, No, truly: it had finally departed from that

quarter on that very day.

I think my darling girl is more beautiful than ever. The sorrow

that has been in her face—for it is not there now—seems to have

purified even its innocent expression, and to have given it a

diviner quality. Sometimes, when I raise my eyes and see her, in

the black dress that she still wears, teaching my Richard, I feel—it

is difficult to express—as if it were so good to know that she

remembers her dear Esther in her prayers.

I call him my Richard! But he says that he has two mamas, and

I am one.

We are not rich in the bank, but we have always prospered, and

we have quite enough. I never walk out with my husband, but I

hear the people bless him. I never go into a house of any degree,

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but I hear his praises, or see them in grateful eyes. I never lie

down at night, but I know that in the course of that day he has

alleviated pain, and soothed some fellow-creature in the time of

need. I know that from the beds of those who were past recovery,

thanks have often, often gone up in the last hour for his patient

ministration. Is not this to be rich

The people even praise Me as the doctor''s wife. The people

even like Me as I go about, and make so much of me that I am

quite abashed. I owe it all to him, my love, my pride! They like me

for his sake, as I do everything I do in life for his sake.

A night or two ago, after bustling about preparing for my

darling and my Guardian and little Richard, who are coming

tomorrow, I was sitting out in the porch of all places, that dearly