第二天醒來的時候,柳原看到了一條長長的短信:
不管你是否真的覺得對我無所虧欠,是否對你所做的一切真的心安理得,作為一個男人,你對我們的婚姻失敗理應有勇氣和胸懷承擔更多的責任。所以,不要把所有的責任都歸咎於我,不要說一切都是我的選擇。
至於我,有人愛,我會化為繞指柔,不愛,我會變成百煉鋼——
我想要幸福的婚姻,如果你憐惜我,我仍然會再次為你拋棄家庭,為你熬粥,為你守夜,為你聲張正義,不離不棄;
如果你尊重我,我至少也會同等地尊重你;
如果你敬畏我,至少我也會敬畏你,在此基礎上互不侵犯;
我所有的行為,都取決於你的態度。在我們的戀愛和婚姻關係中,我始終喜歡處於被動的地位和姿勢。
有你的愛我或許會活得更好;但是,若你不憐惜我,不愛我,OK,我不CARE。因為,請記住,我並非離開你的愛就不能活;
我更不會一定要求你愛我,但你如果不愛我,你仍然,必須,尊重我,敬畏我。
所以,不要再和我說“你憑什麼問我?我可以做任何事,隻要想做。”
若我付出所有,窮的隻剩下自尊,那麼我為了捍衛我的尊嚴,也什麼都可以做。
為了避免以下的話太過血腥暴力決絕,我選擇用英文說,如果你不懂,請用金山翻譯。
I will try all my best to keep the dignity of myself and my marriage from beeing destroyed by anybody until i want to break it by myself.
If anyone try to destroy my dignity and my marriage in an unacceptable way like cheating,betrayal or violence ,I am 100% sure that he will receive a good fight back and an unexpected ending which he will spend all his life to memorize and regret for that,the worst thing is that he's going to be denied of everything and pay back all the sacrifice I have ever made for you ,so that you can understand how lonly and desperate I am now.You can't never be too creative to imagine the worst and most horryfing thing you have ever witnessed when other couple divorce/breaking up.